{"id":6472,"date":"2017-05-19T09:10:10","date_gmt":"2017-05-19T06:10:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/?p=6472"},"modified":"2017-05-19T09:10:10","modified_gmt":"2017-05-19T06:10:10","slug":"s%c9%99hidl%c9%99rimiz-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=6472","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz"},"content":{"rendered":"

B\u018fXT\u0130YAR<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Bextiyar02212\"Bu k\u00f6vr\u0259k yaz\u0131n\u0131 o\u011flu haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 toxunmadan d\u0259rc edirik.
\nB\u0259xtiyar\u2013y\u0259ni B\u0259xtiyar olmaq. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidlikd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn b\u0259xtiyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 B\u0259xtiyar!…
\n1972-ci il 30 iyul. Bu g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya bir u\u015faq g\u0259ldi. G\u00f6z\u0259l, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir u\u015faq. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di, ata-ana sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131. C\u00fct qarda\u015f Teyyub il\u0259 B\u0259xtiyar oyna\u015fa-oyna\u015fa, g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\n\u018fsg\u0259rlik vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131 B\u0259xtiyar\u0131n. Orduya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Pol\u015faya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r. Sevindi ana, sevindi ata: O\u011flumuz b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m olub.
\nQaraba\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc qara buludlar ald\u0131. Geriy\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131 B\u0259xtiyar Pol\u015fadan. V\u0259t\u0259ni qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Ya-man b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, yaman ki\u015fil\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi bu ilyar\u0131mda B\u0259xtiyar.
\nAna q\u0259lbi yaman h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcrk\u0259y\u0259n olur. \u201cO\u011fluma g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259r\u201d dey\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ana. H\u0259tta \u00fcz\u0259rlik yand\u0131rd\u0131 x\u0259lv\u0259tc\u0259. G\u00fcld\u00fc B\u0259xtiyar:
\n\u2013Ay ana, el\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lki B\u0259xtiyaram da.
\n1992-ci il noyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 2-d\u0259 getdi B\u0259xtiyar Qaraba\u011fda qara q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259. El\u0259 anan\u0131n da rahat g\u00fcnl\u0259ri bununla ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131. Narahat, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r, yuxusuz gec\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n14 noyabrda ax\u015fam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 qay\u0131td\u0131 B\u0259xtiyar. Ana sevindi, ata sor\u011fu-suala tutdu o\u011flunu, c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259di ata. \u00c7ox dan\u0131\u015fan deyildi B\u0259xtiyar. Q\u0131saca dedi:
\n\u2013D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck, ata. Q\u0131z\u0131l-qaya y\u00fcks\u0259kliyi u\u011frunda.
\nAna \u00fcr\u0259yi titr\u0259di:
\n\u2013\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259, o\u011ful! D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n hiyl\u0259g\u0259rdir.
\n16 noyabr. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lar-a\u00e7\u0131lmaz bir ma\u015f\u0131n dayand\u0131 qap\u0131da:
\n\u2013Ana, B\u0259xtiyara de g\u0259lsin, komandir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r.
\nQalxd\u0131 yerind\u0259n B\u0259xtiyar, geyindi. Ana ist\u0259di \u00f6ps\u00fcn o\u011flunu, boyu \u00e7atmad\u0131 ucaboy o\u011flunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.
\n\u2013Yax\u015f\u0131 yol, o\u011flum! U\u011furla qay\u0131t bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n, m\u0259nim \u0259ziz balam.
\nAncaq…son d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc oldu, bu B\u0259xtiyar\u0131n. El\u0259 burdan ba\u015flad\u0131 anan\u0131n qara g\u00fcnl\u0259ri.
\n17 noyabr 1992-ci il d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 girdi B\u0259xtiyar, Q\u0131z\u0131l qaya y\u00fcks\u0259kliyi u\u011frunda. Ancaq \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131 bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n 13 n\u0259f\u0259r. Teyyub (komandir), B\u0259xtiyar, Vasif, \u0130lham, El\u015fad, Vidadi, V\u00fcqar, S\u0259rdar, V\u00fcqar, S\u0259rdar, \u018ffqan, \u018fli, Mahir. Analar\u0131n m\u00fcsib\u0259tli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ba\u015flad\u0131. Itkin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb dedil\u0259r o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131z.
\nAnalar yanar, a\u011flar,<\/strong><\/em>
\nO\u011ful soraqlar, a\u011flar.<\/strong><\/em>
\nD\u00f6n\u0259r g\u00f6y g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in\u0259<\/strong><\/em>
\nO\u011ful, g\u0259l!\u2013dey\u0259r a\u011flar.<\/strong><\/em>
\nH\u0259r biri 10 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di. N\u0259cm\u0259ddin Sad\u0131qov 13 valideyni qebul etdi:
\n\u2013Analar\u2013atalar, sizin o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131z Q\u0131z\u0131l qaya u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 girib, h\u0259min y\u00fcks\u0259kliyi q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rib tutublar. 2 saat 40 d\u0259qiq\u0259 saxlaya bilibl\u0259r. Sonra d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 yeni q\u00fcvv\u0259 g\u0259lib. U\u015faqlar d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259-d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na h\u0259lak olublar. Indi o yerl\u0259r erm\u0259ni \u0259lind\u0259di. N\u0259 vaxt t\u0259mizl\u0259s\u0259k o\u011flanlar\u0131 tap\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yik. M\u0259n sizin qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda ba\u015f \u0259yir\u0259m. Siz q\u0259hr\u0259man o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n analars\u0131n\u0131z!
\nO g\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0259nim f\u0259ryad\u0131m, B\u0259xtiyar!…<\/strong><\/em>
\nBuzdan d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yin oldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nQardan yor\u011fan\u0131n oldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nDa\u015fdan yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n oldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\n\u00c7\u00f6ll\u0259r h\u0259yan\u0131n oldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nTorpaq al qan\u0131n oldu, <\/em><\/strong>
\nB\u0259xtiyar.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u0259r sarald\u0131, soldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r bo\u015fald\u0131-doldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u0259lib ay oldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nSoraq g\u0259lm\u0259di s\u0259nd\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong>
\nAnan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n yoldu,<\/em><\/strong>
\nB\u0259xtiyar<\/em><\/strong>.
\n\u0130ll\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r olan g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, 2 ay\u0131na az qal\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 sizd\u0259n bir soraq ver\u0259n yox idi.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t, ordumuzun g\u00fccl\u00fc h\u00fccumlar\u0131 ba\u015fland\u0131. Bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 13 itkin \u0259sg\u0259ri tapmaq idi. Bu i\u015fl\u0259 Elman H\u00fcseynov \u00f6z d\u0259st\u0259sil\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmal\u0131 idi. Tapd\u0131, sizi Elman H\u00fcseynov, B\u0259xtiyar!… Ancaq nam\u0259rd g\u00fcll\u0259si \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Getdi \u0259limizd\u0259n Elman kimi bir o\u011ful.
\n2 ay tamam oldu, g\u0259ldi s\u0259nin yolda\u015flar\u0131n. G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc c\u0259naz\u0259l\u0259ri. Tap\u0131lmad\u0131n s\u0259n, B\u0259xtiyar. Ata, \u0259mi, qohumlar, biz d\u0259 ged\u0259k axtaraq dey\u0259 A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 ax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Ancaq icaz\u0259 verm\u0259dil\u0259r onlara. Bir n\u0259f\u0259r ged\u0259 bil\u0259r dedil\u0259r\u2013axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Getdi \u0259misi \u018fr\u0259stun. Yanvar\u0131n 27-d\u0259 intizarl\u0131 saatlar \u00f6td\u00fc, ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z soraq g\u0259ldi tap\u0131l\u0131b B\u0259xtiyar. Anaya x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131. Ana f\u0259ryad\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ucald\u0131:
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259, <\/strong><\/em>
\nDamc\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259,<\/strong><\/em>
\nM\u0259n o\u011flumu tapm\u0131\u015fam,<\/strong><\/em>
\nX\u0259b\u0259r verin ell\u0259r\u0259.<\/strong><\/em>
\nAncaq… ell\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259lm\u0259di, B\u0259xtiyar. Ell\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc g\u0259ldi\u2013haray \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n sell\u0259r kimi.
\n\u2013G\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n!\u2013dey\u0259n d\u0259 oldu anaya\u2013o\u011flunu tapm\u0131san,\u2013 dey\u0259.
\n28 yanvar 1993-c\u00fc il. C\u0259naz\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131lan g\u00fcn bir insan seli var idi bizim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259. Do\u011frudan da s\u0259n b\u0259xtiyar idin, B\u0259xtiyar. \u0130nsan var y\u00fcz il ya\u015fay\u0131r, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 unudulur. \u0130nsan var 20 il ya\u015fay\u0131r, \u0259srl\u0259rl\u0259 unudulmur, tarixin yadda\u015f\u0131na h\u0259kk olunur.
\nBu s\u0259n idin, B\u0259xtiyar. S\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6z borcunu namusla verdin. Ata-ana da s\u0259ninl\u0259 f\u0259xr edir, B\u0259xtiyar.<\/p>\n

Firuz\u0259 H\u00fcseynova,<\/em><\/strong>
\n Evo\u011flu k\u0259ndi<\/em><\/strong>
\n\u201cT\u0259rt\u0259r\u201d q\u0259zeti, 17 aprel 1993-c\u00fc il<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u018fXT\u0130YAR Bu k\u00f6vr\u0259k yaz\u0131n\u0131 o\u011flu haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 toxunmadan d\u0259rc edirik. B\u0259xtiyar\u2013y\u0259ni B\u0259xtiyar olmaq. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidlikd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn b\u0259xtiyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 B\u0259xtiyar!… 1972-ci il 30 iyul. Bu g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya bir u\u015faq g\u0259ldi. G\u00f6z\u0259l, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir u\u015faq. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di, ata-ana sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131. C\u00fct qarda\u015f Teyyub il\u0259 B\u0259xtiyar oyna\u015fa-oyna\u015fa, g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6472"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6472"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6472\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6472"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6472"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6472"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}