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H\u0259min il m\u0259n 6-c\u0131 sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdum. Ham\u0131 kimi bizim ail\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 adi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. \u015eam yem\u0259yind\u0259n sonra oturub televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131q. Bird\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn kanallarda yay\u0131m dayand\u0131, i\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6nd\u00fc. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini he\u00e7 birimiz anlamad\u0131q. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, h\u0259min d\u00f6vrd\u0259 m\u0259nim ya\u015f\u0131m he\u00e7 imkan vermirdi n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlay\u0131m. Amma atamla anam\u0131n t\u0259la\u015f\u0131, bir-birin\u0259 qorxu, h\u0259y\u0259can dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131, he\u00e7 d\u0259 xeyird\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r vermirdi.\nOnsuz da h\u0259min d\u00f6vrl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259ki qeyri-sabit v\u0259ziyy\u0259t, xalq aras\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcmidsizlik, \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q art\u0131q n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi, sanki t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 dal\u011fas\u0131 g\u0259lirdi.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r anam\u0131n a\u011flamaq s\u0259sin\u0259 yuxudan oyand\u0131m. Xalamla n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. S\u0259ssizc\u0259 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. Anam h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011fa-bo\u011fa\u2013\u201cgec\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn Bak\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131blar, tank\u0131n, avtomat\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na veribl\u0259r, q\u0131r\u0131blar mill\u0259ti. Q\u0131r\u0131blar, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131rlar, qan\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7irl\u0259r qani\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r\u201d \u2013deyirdi
\nTeleviziyan\u0131n enerji blokunun partlad\u0131lmas\u0131, meydanlara ax\u0131\u015fan xalq k\u00fctl\u0259sinin g\u00fcll\u0259baran edilm\u0259si x\u0259b\u0259ri ild\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fcr\u0259ti il\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131. He\u00e7 kim Bak\u0131dak\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n tam x\u0259b\u0259rdar deyildi, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, t\u0259la\u015f, qorxu, nifr\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131\u2013d\u0259rin bir s\u00fckut.
\nHe\u00e7 kim bir-biri il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri suallar didib-par\u00e7alay\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259kc\u0259 \u201cAzadl\u0131q\u201d radiosunun verdiyi q\u0131sa x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r v\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259y\u0259, azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran \u00fcsyankar \u015feirl\u0259r…
\nIndi d\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131mda bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259nir: \u201cYadlar s\u0259n\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kdi, b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fcn ana yurdum\u201d…
\nSanki h\u0259yat dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bizi qar\u015f\u0131da n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini he\u00e7 kim bilmirdi. He\u00e7 kimin \u0259li he\u00e7 yer\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdik.
\nCamaat m\u0259lumats\u0131z, x\u0259b\u0259rsiz \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131na, d\u0259liy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ax\u0131, n\u0259 ba\u015f verirdi?! He\u00e7 kim inana bilmirdi, inana bilmirdi ki, g\u00fcv\u0259ndikl\u0259ri, \u201cb\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u201dlar\u0131 silah\u0131 n\u0259 vaxtsa onlara tu\u015flayacaq. Xalq aras\u0131nda da s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t g\u0259zirdi: \u201cMeyitl\u0259ri d\u0259niz\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, izi, say\u0131 itirsinl\u0259r\u201d. \u201cYaral\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 imkan vermirl\u0259r\u201d. \u201cH\u0259kiml\u0259ri, t\u0259cili yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcnahs\u0131z k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00fcll\u0259baran edirl\u0259r\u201d.
\nBunlar\u0131n h\u0259qiq\u0259t oldu\u011funa he\u00e7 kim inanmaq ist\u0259mirdi; \u201c\u015fayi\u0259dir\u201d\u2013deyirdil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki inanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, g\u00fcv\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r o orduya \u2013\u201cb\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015fa\u201d.
\nM\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259rsl\u0259r s\u00f6n\u00fck, bo\u015f ke\u00e7irdi. Davamiyy\u0259t pis, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r susqun v\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n.
\nM\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259ldim. D\u0259hlizd\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259llim ota\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz qalaq-qalaq y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259r, bir gu\u015f\u0259d\u0259 qara lentl\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f bir \u015f\u0259kil g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Alt\u0131ndan yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u201cYanvar\u0131n 19-dan 20-n\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n gec\u0259 azadl\u0131q u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259y\u0259 qalxaraq q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f Kaz\u0131mov \u018fflatun H\u0259\u015fim o\u011flu.
\nAllah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin!\u201d
\nSonradan e\u015fitdim ki, L\u0259nk\u0259ran rayonunun Gird\u0259ni k\u0259nd sakini\u2013m\u0259kt\u0259bin m\u0259zunu olmu\u015f \u018fflatun Kaz\u0131mov da h\u0259min gec\u0259 sin\u0259sini sip\u0259r etmi\u015f \u0259liyal\u0131n azadl\u0131q car\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 olmu\u015f v\u0259 amans\u0131zcas\u0131na qatil g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fdir. Onu da \u00f6yr\u0259ndim ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131 4 yetim bala, \u00e7ar\u0259siz bir h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 qoyub getdi. O m\u00fcdhi\u015f gec\u0259, sanki ne\u00e7\u0259 zaman y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f azadl\u0131q e\u015fqini daha da alovland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, insanlarda c\u0259sar\u0259t, qorxmazl\u0131q hissini daha da g\u00fccl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. Odur ki, \u018fflatun da 4 balas\u0131n\u0131 deyil, ancaq v\u0259 ancaq v\u0259t\u0259nini, azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bayraq tutaraq sin\u0259sini d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 qalxan etmi\u015fdi.
\nQabaqcadan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n plan\u0131ndan xalq x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idi. Bel\u0259 ki, yanvar ay\u0131n\u0131n 15-d\u0259n sonra r\u0259hb\u0259r i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r \u00f6z ail\u0259l\u0259rini Bak\u0131dan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr, x\u0259st\u0259xanalar\u0131 bo\u015fald\u0131rd\u0131lar, q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n plan\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259dar\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nBu zaman Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r o\u011flu, q\u0259lbi mill\u0259ti \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n, amal\u0131, m\u0259qs\u0259di, m\u0259ram\u0131 xalq\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi olan Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev d\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259ri soyuqqanl\u0131 izl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u00d6z etiraz\u0131n\u0131 Kommunist Partiyas\u0131ndan r\u0259smi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 imtina etm\u0259si il\u0259 bildirdi.
\nAzadl\u0131q s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc 20 Yanvar \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri \u00f6z qanlar\u0131 il\u0259 yazd\u0131lar, \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fdular, and yerin\u0259 \u00e7evrildil\u0259r, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s and yerin\u0259.
\nBu hadis\u0259 Bak\u0131dan start g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 amans\u0131zcas\u0131na h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irildi. T\u0259kc\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 136 n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259hid verdik. Bu \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 dastana \u00e7evrilmi\u015f h\u0259yat tarix\u00e7\u0259si olan nakam a\u015fiql\u0259rimiz d\u0259 oldu: \u201c\u0130lham v\u0259 F\u0259riz\u0259\u201d.
\nFikrimi Ulu \u00d6nd\u0259r Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin bir k\u0259lam\u0131 il\u0259 davam etdirm\u0259k ist\u0259rdim:
\n\u201cV\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik b\u00f6y\u00fck bir m\u0259hfumdur. Bu, sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq xidm\u0259t etm\u0259k deyil, v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 sadiq olmaqd\u0131r, v\u0259t\u0259nini sevm\u0259k, torpa\u011fa ba\u011fl\u0131 olmaq\u2013budur v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik\u201d.
\nBu hadis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n art\u0131q 27 il ke\u00e7ir.
\n27 il. El aras\u0131nda buna \u201cBir igidin \u00f6mr\u00fc\u201d deyirl\u0259r.
\nB\u0259li, \u0259srl\u0259r, q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 yaram\u0131z t\u0259z\u0259 qalacaq. Lakin t\u0259s\u0259llimiz d\u0259 var. T\u0259s\u0259llimiz azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. Qan bahas\u0131na al\u0131nan azadl\u0131q.
\nAllahdan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t dil\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r, rahat uyuyun, siz h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda azadl\u0131q qazand\u0131n\u0131z, bu azadl\u0131q \u0259b\u0259didir, daimidir, sonsuzdur.
\nAllah siz\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin!<\/p>\n