{"id":5003,"date":"2016-11-28T12:22:22","date_gmt":"2016-11-28T09:22:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/?p=5003"},"modified":"2016-11-29T12:08:30","modified_gmt":"2016-11-29T09:08:30","slug":"payizin%e2%80%88nisgilli%e2%80%88bir%e2%80%88gunu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=5003","title":{"rendered":"PAYIZIN\u2008N\u0130SG\u0130LL\u0130\u2008B\u0130R\u2008G\u00dcN\u00dc…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"%d0%b8%d0%b7%d0%be%d0%b1%d1%80%d0%b0%d0%b6%d0%b5%d0%bd%d0%b8%d0%b5-009\"Nisgilli bir pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc… Hava el\u0259 yuxalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, sanki g\u00f6yl\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa-ya\u011fmura d\u00f6n\u00fcb, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u018ftraf\u0131 duman da b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yuxal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259n axan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 insanlardan gizl\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, onun a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 k\u0259s g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Bu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 ana t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u00f6z \u015fair \u00f6\u011fluna g\u00f6r\u0259, bir az da el\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u00fc bu narahat balas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tutdu\u011fu yasda g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259, s\u0131z\u0131ldaya-s\u0131z\u0131ldaya\u00a0\"%d0%b8%d0%b7%d0%be%d0%b1%d1%80%d0%b0%d0%b6%d0%b5%d0%bd%d0%b8%d0%b5-013\"t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yd\u0131. B\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu a\u011f\u0131s\u0131na, t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0131rna\u011fa dolmu\u015fdum, bir him\u0259 b\u0259nd idim ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131mdan sell\u0259nsin. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259n zorla saxlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Kim deyir ki, ki\u015fil\u0259r a\u011flamamal\u0131d\u0131r? Bu nec\u0259 insafs\u0131z t\u0259kiddir?! B\u0259s onda m\u0259nim bug\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 olan ki\u015fil\u0259r bel\u0259 m\u0259qamda n\u0259 etm\u0259lidirl\u0259r? \u0130nfarktm\u0131 ke\u00e7irm\u0259lidirl\u0259r?!
\n…Ensiz, s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n yollar pay\u0131z\u0131n bu ya\u011fmurlu, nisgilli g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 bizi \u00e7\u0131lpaq da\u011flar\u0131n qoynunda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n ucqar v\u0259 q\u0259rib bir q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa apar\u0131rd\u0131. O yerl\u0259r\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, gedirdim. Q\u0259rib\u0259 hissl\u0259r b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc m\u0259ni. K\u00f6vr\u0259k duy\u011fular\u0131n leysan\u0131nda islanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ba\u015f a\u00e7a bilmirdim. Biziml\u0259 h\u0259md\u0259rd v\u0259 h\u0259m-yolda\u015f olan q\u0259l\u0259m dostumuz, v\u0259fal\u0131 bir insan Mahir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u0130spiq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7iliyi il\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc K\u0259p\u0259z\u0259 do\u011fru yola ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Mahir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n da t\u0259bi\u0259ti bu pay\u0131z\u0131n havas\u0131 kimi \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259kdi v\u0259 intizarla doluydu. Dindirm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir anda g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evril\u0259, yana\u011f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 el\u0259 sell\u0259n\u0259rdi ki, adam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itir\u0259rdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdi: \u201c\u0130lahi, bird\u0259n bu xan\u0131m g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcb axar, t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259r!\u201d
\n\"%d0%b8%d0%b7%d0%be%d0%b1%d1%80%d0%b0%d0%b6%d0%b5%d0%bd%d0%b8%d0%b5-015\"M\u0259n h\u0259yatda v\u0259fal\u0131, v\u0259fas\u0131z \u00e7ox insanlar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Lakin Mahir\u0259 \u0130spiq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n Qas\u0131m Q\u0131rxq\u0131zl\u0131ya olan s\u0259daq\u0259ti, etibar\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti he\u00e7 kimd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bu adi m\u00fcnasib\u0259t deyil, sehrdir, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259dir, sirdir! Ka\u015f adam\u0131n h\u0259yatda bel\u0259 bir dostu ola! Onun yan\u0131nda Qas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llimin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil dur q\u0131raqda, bax g\u00f6r bulaq k\u00f6vr\u0259kliyi, vulkan p\u00fcsk\u00fcr-t\u00fcs\u00fc, \u015f\u0131m\u015f\u0259k \u00e7ax\u0131\u015f\u0131 n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r olur.
\nBir il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bir yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Qas\u0131m Q\u0131rxq\u0131zl\u0131 tarimar olmu\u015f v\u0259 did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f xocal\u0131lar\u0131n q\u0259zeti olan \u201cXocal\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si\u201d nin redaktoru, Mahir\u0259 \u0130spiq\u0131z\u0131 is\u0259 onun m\u0259sul katibi idi. Bu q\u0259zetin u\u011frunda onlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri so\u011fan qab\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi soyulmu\u015f, y\u00fcz z\u00fcl\u00fcm-zill\u0259t v\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdil\u0259r, lakin onun f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini dayanma\u011fa qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u201cXocal\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si\u201d q\u0259zeti did\u0259rginlik g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 T\u0259rt\u0259r rayon q\u0259zetinin m\u0259tb\u0259\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdu. Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisi son zamanlar vaxta\u015f\u0131r\u0131 redaksiyam\u0131z\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015f, hal\u0131m\u0131zla-g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\n… Ma\u015f\u0131nlar \u00fcz\u00fc da\u011flara do\u011fru \u201cadd\u0131m-add\u0131m\u201d ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Pay\u0131z hardan bilmi\u015fdi ki, Qas\u0131m Q\u0131rxq\u0131zl\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yatda yoxlu\u011funun d\u00fcz bir ili tamam olur?! \u018fg\u0259r bilmirdis\u0259 bu n\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyd\u00fc, n\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yd\u0131, n\u0259 duman-\u00e7\u0259niydi, n\u0259 yas\u0131yd\u0131?!
\nQas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llimin yoxlu\u011fu m\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259dir, m\u0259ni d\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131b p\u00f6r\u015f\u0259l\u0259yir, m\u0259ni d\u0259 pay\u0131z\u0131n bu nisgilli g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evirirdi. A\u011flama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 zorla saxlay\u0131ram. Bir az da ki\u015fi olma\u011f\u0131mdan p\u0259hsinirdim. Yoxsa el\u0259 dolmu\u015fam ki!…
\nQas\u0131m Q\u0131rxq\u0131zl\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131n dost v\u0259 sirda\u015f idik. M\u0259n s\u0259mimiliyin v\u0259 t\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259rini ondan \u00f6yr\u0259nirdim. \u018fsl f\u0259dai idi. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r Xocal\u0131da m\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sonralar is\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc bir yetim q\u0259zet\u0259 h\u0259sr etmi\u015fdi. Xocal\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259 sil\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Bu \u015feirl\u0259rin h\u0259r misras\u0131nda \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259yirdi. V\u0259t\u0259n sev-gisi, Xocal\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259ti, insanlarda g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyi t\u0259vaz\u00f6, safl\u0131q, d\u00fczl\u00fck, etibar, \u00f6m\u00fcr yollar\u0131nda rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan nankorluq, iki\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fck, riyakarl\u0131q v\u0259 \u015fair bu \u015feirl\u0259rin mayas\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6vh\u0259ridir. Publisist yaz\u0131lar\u0131 n\u00fcmun\u0259ydi. Onun onlarla kitab\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. El i\u00e7ind\u0259 sanball\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259t-izz\u0259t sahibi idi. H\u0259mkarlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00f6z \u00fcnsiyy\u0259ti il\u0259 se\u00e7ilirdi. Az vaxt idi ki, ikimiz d\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259mizin r\u0259hb\u0259ri c\u0259nab \u0130lham \u018fliyevin s\u0259r\u0259ncam\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259t m\u00fckafat\u0131na \u2013\u2013\u201cT\u0259r\u0259qqi\u201d medal\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. M\u00fckafat\u0131 biz\u0259 Prezident Saray\u0131nda t\u0259qdim ed\u0259rk\u0259n d\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 idik.
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 bax! \u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n, \u0259zablar\u0131n, odun-alovun i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7, s\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey olmas\u0131n, g\u0259l ev\u0259, \u00e7ay-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k \u00fcst\u0259 v\u0259 el\u0259 o anda, durdu\u011fun yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7in. Yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr,vallah! (\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131, pisi var), amma vaxts\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr, q\u0259fil \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. Budur ona do\u011fma olanlar\u0131 yand\u0131ran!
\nG\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cXocal\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si\u201d q\u0259zetini d\u0259 orada d\u0259rc etdirirdi…
\n…N\u0259hay\u0259t, ma\u015f\u0131nlar bir kims\u0259sizlikd\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7atd\u0131. Da\u011flar\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bu m\u0259kan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 pay\u0131z\u0131n havas\u0131 kimi adam\u0131 \u00e7iskinli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq edirdi, sonsuz bir k\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259ryas\u0131nda bo\u011furdu. Bu q\u0259rib v\u0259 m\u0259chul a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa di g\u0259l d\u00f6z d\u0259!…
\nUzaqdan ba\u015f\u0131na adamlar y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir q\u0259bir g\u00f6rs\u0259nirdi. Da\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 q\u0259rib v\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259… H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc s\u0259sl\u0259r bir nal\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrilib bizi int\u0259has\u0131z k\u0259d\u0259r burul\u011fan\u0131na q\u0259rq edirdi. T\u0259k\u0259mseyr\u0259k, nizams\u0131z sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259birl\u0259r, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bu q\u0259biristanl\u0131q q\u00fcrb\u0259t t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nPay\u0131z\u0131n bu nisgilli g\u00fcn\u00fc il\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fib insanda a\u011flar bir ovqat yaradan bu m\u0259qamda M\u0259mm\u0259d Aslan\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi v\u0259 h\u0259r misras\u0131ndan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n bu b\u0259nd \u015feir yad\u0131mda \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259ndi:
\nAxtard\u0131m hayan\u0131, g\u0259zdim hayan\u0131
\nTapmad\u0131m q\u00fcss\u0259siz dostu, h\u0259yan\u0131.
\nM\u0259n a\u011flar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m da\u015f\u0131, qayan\u0131
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015f olur yarpa\u011f\u0131n, q\u0131z\u0131m
\nQ\u0259br\u0259 sar\u0131 yeriy\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Qolumdan tuturlar. Qas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llimin qarda\u015f\u0131 H\u0259s\u0259n, bac\u0131s\u0131 \u018fziz, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259, o\u011flu V\u00fcqar, q\u0131z\u0131 Yegan\u0259, day\u0131s\u0131 o\u011flu M\u00fcbariz b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131qlar\u0131 il\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilib, onlar\u0131 bir ildir ki, t\u0259rk ed\u0259n bu \u0259v\u0259zsiz adamdan \u00f6tr\u00fc g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bac\u0131s\u0131 \u018fzizin nal\u0259si indi d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131mdan getmir. O dedi ki, siz g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Qas\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015f\u0259klinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bir k\u0259d\u0259r, bir intizar vard\u0131, siz g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bu g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 sevinc yarand\u0131.
\nSoyuq bir ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kli h\u0259kk olunub bu ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131nda\u2013\u2013 Qas\u0131m Q\u0131rxq\u0131zl\u0131, 3 ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n o\u011flu Qo\u015fqar v\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Maytavan. Baxanda adam\u0131n qan\u0131 donurdu…
\nMahir\u0259 xan\u0131m q\u0259bri g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na v\u0259 g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rq etdi. O, s\u0259daq\u0259t r\u0259mzin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259k, bu do\u011fma q\u0259bri tez-tez ziyar\u0259t edir, sanki Qas\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir v\u0259 buz kimi da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qaynar g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 s\u0259pirdi…
\n… G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q. Qas\u0131m Q\u0131rxq\u0131zl\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259bri yen\u0259 d\u0259 uzaq t\u0259nhal\u0131qda qal\u0131r.
\nPay\u0131z\u0131n nisgilli bir g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 ruhumuzda v\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 yurd sal\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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