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<\/a> Ancaq n\u0259 bil\u0259ydil\u0259r ki, onlar\u0131 \u0259zabl\u0131, m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tli bir h\u0259yat g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Atamgil be\u015f qarda\u015f idil\u0259r. Q\u0259\u015f\u0259m, Bahad\u0131r, Xanlar, \u015eahmar v\u0259 sonbe\u015fik \u015eahlar. Sovet h\u00f6kum\u0259ti qurulan vaxt\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259mim Q\u0259\u015f\u0259m Evo\u011flu k\u0259nd orta m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Atam dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ham\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n, d\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259lib t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ev\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259rk qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259fil qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Qara ma\u015f\u0131ndan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb ev\u0259 dolu\u015fdular. (G\u00fcnahlar\u0131 da bu idi ki, babam din xadimiydi) Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ail\u0259likc\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131na doldurdular. Qoymad\u0131lar ki, evd\u0259n bir \u015fey d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259k.![\"DSC_1679\"](\"http:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSC_1679.jpg\")
<\/a><\/p>\nBizi g\u0259mi il\u0259 Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z\u0131stana,\u00a0 ordan da Qazax\u0131stana apard\u0131lar. Qazax\u0131standa insan ya\u015famayan bir d\u00fcz\u0259nlikd\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r. Soyuq bir q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc idi. H\u0259r yer a\u011fappaq qarla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Soyuq adam\u0131 q\u0131l\u0131nc kimi k\u0259sirdi. Donmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r ail\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 daldalanacaq\u2013 daxma\u00a0 tikm\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ancaq s\u0259-h\u0259r oyand\u0131q ki, daxmalar\u0131n \u00e7oxu \u00e7\u00f6-k\u00fcb, b\u00fct\u00f6v ail\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259hv olub. Kim ki, z\u0259if idi, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi bu \u0259zablara.
\nEl\u0259 bil tanr\u0131n\u0131n da qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. O q\u0259d\u0259r qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, daxmalar u\u00e7ur, \u015faxtadan, acl\u0131qdan, x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r olurdu. Bu \u0259zab-\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259\u00a0 babam \u018fli\u015f, balaca \u0259mim \u015eahlar, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259mim Q\u0259\u015f\u0259min 2 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 da d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r, \u00f6ld\u00fcl\u0259r. Xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259mim Q\u0259–\u015f\u0259m \u0259riz\u0259 yaz\u0131b h\u00f6kum\u0259td\u0259n xahi\u015f edir ki, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259b a\u00e7s\u0131nlar. \u018fmimin bu arzusu yerin\u0259 ye-tir. Q\u0259\u015f\u0259m \u0259mim bu m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 direktor i\u015fl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn bir d\u00f6vl\u0259t n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si \u0259mimgil\u0259 g\u0259lir. Bird\u0259n h\u0259min qona\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259mimin evind\u0259ki\u00a0\u00a0 bir foto\u015f\u0259kil\u0259 sata\u015f\u0131r. Yeni faci\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 burdan ba\u015flay\u0131r.Sor\u011fu-sual\u00a0 edirl\u0259r. Dem\u0259 \u0259mimn\u0259n \u015f\u0259kli olan adam\u00a0 \u00ab xalqa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00bbimi\u015f.\u00a0 Deyirl\u0259r ki, s\u0259n d\u0259\u00a0 sovet h\u00f6kum\u0259tinin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nis\u0259n. El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u0259mimi evd\u0259n apar\u0131rlar. O ged\u0259n \u0259mimi bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrl\u0259r. N\u0259n\u0259m, atam, bir d\u0259 Bahad\u0131r \u0259mim b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259bsxanalardan soraq el\u0259yirl\u0259r\u00a0 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm dey\u0259n olmur ki, olmur. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 Q\u0259\u015f\u0259m \u0259mimin n\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 qald\u0131s\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r olmur. Tamam n\u0259n\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 kimi o\u011flunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0 onun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Biz d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Q\u0259\u015f\u0259m \u0259mimin sora\u011f\u0131nday\u0131q ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 kims\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda bir s\u00f6z, bir soraq ver\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Atamgil s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259n qay\u0131dandan sonra g\u0259lib g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, evl\u0259rini s\u00f6k\u00fcb kolxoz idar\u0259 hey\u0259tin\u0259 bina tikibl\u0259r, evin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 da da\u011f\u0131d\u0131blar. N\u0259n\u0259m a\u011flaya \u2013a\u011flaya dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, evimd\u0259ki g\u0259b\u0259ni bir n\u0259f\u0259rin evind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
N\u0259n\u0259mgilin \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyini g\u00f6r\u0259n bac\u0131s\u0131 T\u0259z\u0259g\u00fcl onlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b evin\u0259 g\u0259tirir, qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131na qal\u0131r. Sonralar \u0259mim Bahad\u0131r v\u0259 atam Xanlar bir az torpaq g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb daxma tikir v\u0259 ail\u0259 \u00f6z evl\u0259rin\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131r. T\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r ki, B\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259si ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u018fmim Bahad\u0131r v\u0259 atam Xanlar da v\u0259t\u0259ni qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 gedirl\u0259r. Atam\u0131 G\u00fcrc\u00fcstana, ordan da Ukrayna c\u0259bh\u0259sin\u0259 apar\u0131rlar. Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan Ukranyaya\u00a0 y\u00fcz kilometrl\u0259rl\u0259 yolu piyada getmi\u015fik. Komandir be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259lik dinc\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vaxt verirdi. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n, pal\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259c\u0259\u00a0 g\u00fcya dinc\u0259lirdik. Ukranyaya \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc qarald\u0131. Baxd\u0131q ki,\u00a0 bombardman\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6y\u00fc nec\u0259 tutubsa, yer\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb. \u018fsil d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t idi, d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t! Bombardman ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi qan tutmu\u015fdu, \u018fvv\u0259l bilm\u0259dim n\u0259 olub. \u018ftrafa baxanda\u2026 Torpa\u011f\u0131n, a\u011faclar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc qol, q\u0131\u00e7, insanlar\u0131n ba\u015fqa \u0259zalar\u0131 il\u0259 dolu idi. El\u0259 adam var idi ki, a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 bu bombardman\u0131n n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc itirdim\u2026<\/p>\n
Atam\u0131 v\u0259 dig\u0259r yaral\u0131lar\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apar\u0131rlar. Sa\u011falandan sonra arxa c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rirl\u0259r. 1947-ci il\u0259 kimi\u00a0 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259 k\u0259ndl\u0259rin b\u0259rpas\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\u018fmim Bahad\u0131r da bu m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 yaralan\u0131r. G\u00fcll\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131n bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n d\u0259yib o t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bahad\u0131r \u0259mim v\u0259 atam\u00a0 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131dandan sonra kolxozda i\u015fl\u0259yirl\u0259r. \u0130\u015fl\u0259y\u0259-i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 oxuyurlar. \u018fmim\u00a0 T\u0259rt\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0131\u011forta idar\u0259sind\u0259, atam is\u0259\u00a0 kolxozda\u00a0 m\u00fchasib i\u015fl\u0259yir. Ki\u00e7ik \u0259mim \u015eahmar \u0259vv\u0259l texnikumu, sonra is\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 Pedaqoji \u0130nstitutunu bitirir. Sonra aspiranturaya q\u0259bul olur. O vaxtk\u0131\u00a0 Stepanakert Pedaqoji \u0130nstitutunda m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yir. Erm\u0259ni\u2013m\u00fcs\u0259lman davas\u0131 ba\u015flayanda bu institut \u015eu\u015faya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr v\u0259 \u015eahmar \u0259mim d\u0259 \u015eu\u015faya gedir.\u00a0 Sonra yolun uzaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u0259lir. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r\u00a0 k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259r\u0259\u00a0 bilik \u00f6yr\u0259dir.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015fagirdi olmu\u015fam v\u0259 bununla f\u0259xr edir\u0259m. Universitetd\u0259 imtahan ver\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fdular ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimin kim olub? M\u0259n d\u0259 dedim ki, \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim. Dedil\u0259r ki, s\u0259nin m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u0259 halal olsun! \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u0259mimin\u00a0 F\u00fczulinin \u00abLeyli v\u0259 M\u0259cnun\u00bb po-emas\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259tdiyi ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 par-\u00e7a- lar\u0131, \u00abS\u00f6z\u00bb q\u0259z\u0259li yad\u0131mdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Z\u0259min\u0259 Kaz\u0131mova,<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 T\u0259rt\u0259r\u00a0 Rayon M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t<\/p>\n
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(Xatir\u0259) Babam \u018fli\u015f Kaz\u0131mov A\u011fdam\u0131n Ke\u015fdazl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fdu. N\u0259n\u0259m Tamamla ail\u0259 qurduqdan sonra T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonunun Evo\u011flu k\u0259ndin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015flar. \u018fli\u015f babam\u0131n be\u015f o\u011flu d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ail\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq n\u0259 bil\u0259ydil\u0259r ki, onlar\u0131 \u0259zabl\u0131, m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tli bir h\u0259yat g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Atamgil be\u015f qarda\u015f idil\u0259r<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=480"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=480"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=480"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=480"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}