{"id":28046,"date":"2024-08-29T10:01:51","date_gmt":"2024-08-29T07:01:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=28046"},"modified":"2024-08-29T10:05:15","modified_gmt":"2024-08-29T07:05:15","slug":"unudulmayan-gorus-v%c9%99-ya-xatir%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=28046","title":{"rendered":"UNUDULMAYAN G\u00d6R\u00dc\u015e V\u018f YA XAT\u0130R\u018f-HEKAY\u018f"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"1976-c\u0131 il. 22 iyun! M\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fma diyar\u0131m\u0131z olan K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259\u2013Uca Tanr\u0131n\u0131n bizl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259diyi m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259nin\u2013misilsiz m\u00fcalic\u0259 oca\u011f\u0131 \u2013 \u0130stisuyun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdim. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rini yayma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda m\u0259n art\u0131q A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259ni ke\u00e7mi\u015fdim. Heyranl\u0131qla sa\u011fa-sola baxa-baxa t\u0259bi\u0259tin m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rini seyr edirdim. Heyr\u0259td\u0259n yana\u015f\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdiyim yol yolda\u015f\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f olub \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurma\u011f\u0131 da unutmu\u015fdum. Maraql\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. S\u0259rs\u0259ng yolu, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u201ctamarz\u0131\u201d d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r, ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131yla g\u00f6z ox\u015fayan me\u015f\u0259l\u0259r, ax\u0131n\u0131 ip\u0259-sapa yatmayan T\u0259rt\u0259r \u00e7ay\u0131… t\u0259bii ki, bu yerl\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s heyr\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Avtobus ir\u0259lil\u0259dikc\u0259 daha maraql\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin \u015fahidi olurdum, s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayalar\u0131n vahim\u0259li duru\u015funu g\u00f6rd\u00fckc\u0259 sanki indic\u0259 u\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn edirdim. N\u0259hay\u0259t, g\u00fcnorta olar-olmaz m\u0259nzil\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130stisuyun xo\u015f t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan t\u0259bi\u0259tind\u0259n, saya g\u0259lm\u0259z q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259halinin m\u0259mnunlu\u011fundan, qeyri mill\u0259tl\u0259rin d\u0259 bu oca\u011f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131b istirah\u0259t v\u0259 istifad\u0259 etm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n q\u00fcrurlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nQ\u0131saca olaraq \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n bu misralar g\u0259lib ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

\u0130stisu\u2013yurdumun g\u00f6z\u0259l nem\u0259ti,<\/strong>
\nM\u0259\u011frur D\u0259lida\u011f\u0131n s\u0259fas\u0131san s\u0259n.<\/strong>
\nBir yol qonaq olan unutmaz q\u0259ti,<\/strong>
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki milyonlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259fas\u0131san s\u0259n.<\/strong>
\n* * *<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 1984-c\u00fc ilin 25 avqust tarixind\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131mda silinm\u0259z izl\u0259r qoymu\u015f, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f qocaman ulu da\u011flar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdim. S\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7antamda iyirmiy\u0259 yax\u0131n \u015feir kitab\u0131 apar\u0131rd\u0131m. Dar\u0131xmay\u0131m dey\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 ged\u0259n \u201cdostlar\u0131m\u0131n\u201d s\u0131ras\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259rini sev\u0259-sev\u0259 oxudu\u011fum Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131n\u0131n \u201cX\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d, \u201cG\u0259nc\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131\u201d v\u0259 \u201cSa\u011f ol, ana dilim\u201d kitablar\u0131 da var idi.
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n bir saatdan art\u0131q vaxt qalsa da, x\u0259yal\u0131m art\u0131q D\u0259lida\u011f\u0131n zirv\u0259l\u0259rini dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nzil\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa s\u0259bri \u00e7atmayan h\u0259v\u0259skar q\u0259l\u0259mim b\u0259zi t\u0259svirl\u0259ri n\u0259zm\u0259 d\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n
S\u0259yyah fikir yel qanadl\u0131 \u00e7apard\u0131,
\n\u00c7ap\u0131b yadda\u015f\u0131mda tufan qopard\u0131.
\nAl\u0131b m\u0259ni o ill\u0259r\u0259 apard\u0131,
\nX\u0259yal\u0131mda xatir\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6zl\u0259ndi,
\nUlu da\u011flar, yen\u0259 yolum sizd\u0259ndi.<\/td>\n		Seyr el\u0259yib qoca T\u0259rt\u0259r boyunca,
\nCan at\u0131ram, h\u0259md\u0259m olaq doyunca.
\nQo\u015fa k\u0259klik h\u0259nirimi duyunca
\nSal qayada da\u015fa sindi, gizl\u0259ndi.
\nUlu da\u011flar, yen\u0259 yolum sizd\u0259ndi.<\/td>\n		Yan\u0131lmay\u0131b piranil\u0259r dey\u0259nd\u0259
\nC\u0259nn\u0259t olur da\u011flar \u0259lvan gey\u0259nd\u0259.
\nLo\u011fman bulaqlarda \u0259mlik yey\u0259nd\u0259,
\nSizd\u0259 g\u00fcn firavan, \u00f6m\u00fcr y\u00fczd\u0259ndi,
\nUlu da\u011flar, yen\u0259 yolum sizd\u0259ndi <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
Arzu qanad\u0131nda yol g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259,
\nQ\u0259d\u0259mim torpa\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259mi\u015f h\u0259l\u0259
\nPi\u015fvaza dayanan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, g\u00fcl\u0259
\n\u0130lk salam\u0131m, ilk op\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm g\u00f6zd\u0259ndi,
\nUlu da\u011flar, yen\u0259 yolum sizd\u0259ndi.<\/td>\n		Yollar h\u0259m\u0259n, yaylaq h\u0259m\u0259n, \u00e7\u00f6l h\u0259m\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6y orman\u0131 y\u0131r\u011falayan yel h\u0259m\u0259n.
\nEl\u0259 bil he\u00e7 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib, il h\u0259m\u0259n,
\nBald\u0131r\u011fan qur\u015faqda, lal\u0259 dizd\u0259ndi,
\nUlu da\u011flar, yen\u0259 yolum sizd\u0259ndi.<\/td>\n		Bir kitabs\u0131z \u015e\u0259m\u015fir d\u00fcz\u0259n sahmana,
\nS\u0259dam \u00e7ats\u0131n S\u00fcca\u0259t\u0259, B\u0259hmana,
\nTal\u0131b g\u0259lir, s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131n mehmana,
\nAc ruhumun t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131 s\u00f6zd\u0259ndi,
\nUlu da\u011flar, yen\u0259 yolum sizd\u0259ndi.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n

\u00a0* * *<\/strong>
\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 sa\u011f-salamat g\u0259lib m\u0259nzil\u0259 yeti\u015fdim, amma \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcmd\u0259ki kimi g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. M\u0259\u015fhur kurortun Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tan\u0131tmaq h\u00fcququnu hans\u0131sa s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yaln\u0131z bu deyil, he\u00e7 ictimai intizama da diqq\u0259t \u0259vv\u0259lki deyildi. N\u0259 etm\u0259li, ba\u015fqalar\u0131 kimi m\u00fcalic\u0259ml\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmaq t\u0259l\u0259biyl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa idim. Nigaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 biruz\u0259 verm\u0259k m\u0259nas\u0131z idi. Odur ki, ax\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b s\u0259h\u0259ri-ax\u015fam, ax\u015fam\u0131-s\u0259h\u0259r edirdim.
\nAmma ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n bir \u201c\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck\u201d diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Bu, M\u0259mm\u0259d Aslan, S\u00fcca\u0259t v\u0259 Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcy\u00fc idi. \u015eairl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olmasam da, h\u0259r g\u00fcn yax\u0131n m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259n onlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini dinl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idim.
\nBir g\u00fcn q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259nin bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yerind\u0259 afi\u015falar g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc: Sanatoriyan\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck klubunda \u015fair Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f v\u0259d edirdi bu afi\u015falar. \u00dcr\u0259yimc\u0259 olan bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc h\u0259dsiz maraqla izl\u0259yib m\u0259mnun olmu\u015fdum.
\n\u015eair y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015fkar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015feirl\u0259r oxudu, \u00e7ox n\u00f6qsanl\u0131 m\u0259qamlara toxundu.
\nOnun \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131yla m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131za vurulan z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, buna bigan\u0259likd\u0259n, g\u00f6zyummalardan b\u0259hs ed\u0259n t\u0259ndiqi iradlar\u0131ndan biri x\u00fcsusil\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131mda ili\u015fib qalmaqdad\u0131r.
\n\u015eair soru\u015furdu: Bel\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli, uca da\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131na, hikm\u0259t s\u0259rraflar\u0131n, ustad ozanlar\u0131n diyar\u0131na, saz\u0131n-s\u00f6z\u00fcn be\u015fiyi olan K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 bunca baya\u011f\u0131 musiqil\u0259r, m\u0259nas\u0131z, x\u0259cal\u0259tverici n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r nec\u0259 yol tapa bilib. \u201c\u00c7oban v\u0259 \u0259zrail\u201di n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r e\u015fitm\u0259k olar? K\u00f6\u015fkl\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, s\u0259s-ucald\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lil\u0259 tutma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olur adam.
\nBel\u0259likl\u0259 c\u0259mi 24 saat \u00f6mr\u00fc olan g\u00fcnl\u0259r ayr\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259qam\u0131n\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc vermi\u015fdi. M\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti m\u00fcalic\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259n \u015fair q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 xeyli insan\u0131n diqq\u0259tini c\u0259lb edib onlar\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t hissi ucaltm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r elind\u0259 d\u0259 silinm\u0259z izl\u0259r qoyub ayr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 Sabir m\u00fc\u0259llimin nec\u0259 t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259yl\u0259 yola sal\u0131nma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olmu\u015fdum.
\n\u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fc, z\u0259rur\u0259td\u0259n yaranan Meydan h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131 bel\u0259 odlu \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131n, k\u0259skin \u015feirl\u0259rin, t\u0259nqidi yana\u015fmalar\u0131n hans\u0131sa t\u0259m\u0259nnadan, populizm iddias\u0131ndan deyil, qeyr\u0259td\u0259n, vicdan\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bind\u0259n, v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlikd\u0259n qaynaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 isbat el\u0259di.
\nTarix\u00e7i \u015fair, ziyal\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u0259qid\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ilk \u015feirl\u0259rini yazark\u0259n xalq\u0131n \u015fairi idi.
\nR\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u015feiriyy\u0259tind\u0259n b\u0259hr\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n, deyim t\u0259rzind\u0259n z\u00f6vq alan, \u00f6z duyumu m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 m\u0259na k\u0259sb el\u0259y\u0259n bir oxucu kimi m\u0259n bel\u0259 dey\u0259rdim!<\/p>\n

Tal\u0131b M\u0259mm\u0259dli,<\/strong><\/em>
\n\u0130r\u0259vanl\u0131 k\u0259ndi<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

1976-c\u0131 il. 22 iyun! M\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fma diyar\u0131m\u0131z olan K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259\u2013Uca Tanr\u0131n\u0131n bizl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259diyi m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259nin\u2013misilsiz m\u00fcalic\u0259 oca\u011f\u0131 \u2013 \u0130stisuyun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdim. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rini yayma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda m\u0259n art\u0131q A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259ni ke\u00e7mi\u015fdim. Heyranl\u0131qla sa\u011fa-sola baxa-baxa t\u0259bi\u0259tin m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rini seyr edirdim. Heyr\u0259td\u0259n yana\u015f\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdiyim yol yolda\u015f\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f olub \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurma\u011f\u0131 da unutmu\u015fdum. Maraql\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. S\u0259rs\u0259ng yolu, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28046"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28046"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28046\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28051,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28046\/revisions\/28051"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28046"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28046"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}