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\u201cEHT\u0130YACIM VAR S\u018fN\u018f\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"\"\"\"Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259mkar\u0131m\u0131z, istedadl\u0131 \u015fair\u0259-jurnalist Svetlana \u018fzizovan\u0131n (X\u0259yal\u0259) \u201dEhtiyac\u0131m var s\u0259n\u0259\u201d adl\u0131 yeni kitab\u0131 \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Bu, Svetlana xan\u0131m\u0131n sayca d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc kitab\u0131d\u0131r.Yeni kitab haqq\u0131nda \u00f6z fikirl\u0259rimizi s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l, ist\u0259rdim ki, kitaba \u00f6n s\u00f6z \u0259v\u0259zi verilmi\u015f tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259l\u0259m sahibl\u0259rinin bir ne\u00e7\u0259sinin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n diqq\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131m. \u201cSvetlana, m\u0259n ist\u0259rdim ki, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u0259nin k\u00f6vr\u0259k, h\u0259zin poeziyan\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259 bilsin: \u201cM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti o u\u015faqdan \u00f6yr\u0259n ki, anas\u0131 onu d\u00f6yd\u00fckd\u0259 bel\u0259, o, yen\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u201d. H\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259, \u018fmirxan X\u0259lilov. 26.11.1982.\u201d
\n\u201cSvetlana, arzu edir\u0259m ki, taleyin d\u0259 ad\u0131n kimi i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 olsun. Bir d\u0259 unutma ki, bizim q\u0131zlar\u0131n, qad\u0131nlar\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259tkar olub kamill\u0259\u015fm\u0259si bir s\u0131ra \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r\u0259 urcah g\u0259lir. Arzum budur ki, o \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri N\u00fc\u015fab\u0259 kimi, H\u0259c\u0259r kimi d\u0259f edib, xalqa v\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 taleyin\u0259 xidm\u0259t ed\u0259s\u0259n. H\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259, A\u011fa La\u00e7\u0131n. 26.11.1982.\u201d \u201c\u015eair xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u015fair\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 Svetlana. Siz\u0259 \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259riniz\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli i\u015fd\u0259, ac\u0131l\u0131-\u015firinli \u00f6m\u00fcr yolunda \u015fair inad\u0131, \u015fair s\u0259bri, \u015fair d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc arzulay\u0131ram. \u0130st\u0259rdim ki, bu s\u0131naqlardan m\u0259tan\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xas\u0131n\u0131z. H\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259, Saleh Salahzad\u0259. 9.11.1983\u201d
\nSvetlana xan\u0131m\u0131n yeni \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f kitab\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259srin 80-c\u0131 ill\u0259rind\u0259 poeziyada k\u00f6vr\u0259k add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 atan g\u0259nc bir q\u0259l\u0259m sahibinin bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259sdiq etm\u0259sidir. Kitab alt\u0131 b\u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir: \u201cD\u00fcnya bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259dir\u201d, \u201cG\u00f6yd\u0259n bir ulduz u\u00e7du\u201d, \u201cM\u0259nim xan \u00e7inar\u0131m\u201d, \u201cEhtiyac\u0131m var s\u0259n\u0259\u201d, \u201cS\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n gileyim var\u201d v\u0259 \u201cAdilikd\u0259n qorxuram\u201d.
\n\u201cEhtiyac\u0131m var s\u0259n\u0259\u201d ktab\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r insanda nostalji hissl\u0259r oyad\u0131r, bu s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 u\u00e7ub ged\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimizd\u0259 sanki bizi bir an dayan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 baxma\u011fa s\u0259sl\u0259yir. S\u0259tirl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259nib. Burada Tanr\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi, do\u011fmalara olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t var. Bu da t\u0259biidir. \u201dM\u0259nim \u201carzum\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 Svetlana xan\u0131m yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sas qay\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 bel\u0259 deyir:
\nYazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n el\u0259 \u015feir ki,
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259lbl\u0259r\u0259 yol tapa bilsin.
\nYay\u0131ls\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rim uzaq ell\u0259r\u0259,
\nH\u0259r bir duyan \u00fcr\u0259k onu dinl\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rim qoy g\u00fcc als\u0131n inamdan,
\nQ\u0259lbimin at\u0259\u015fi t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn ona.
\nG\u00fcc als\u0131n onlardan duy\u011fulu insan,
\nNur sa\u00e7s\u0131n xalq\u0131m\u0131n arzular\u0131na.
\n\u015eair\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn dediyi kimi, o, \u00f6z \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 tez-tez u\u015faql\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131na qay\u0131d\u0131r:<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 salsam da yada,
\n\u0130ndi o ill\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n \u00e7ox uza\u011fam.
\nArt\u0131q xatir\u0259 t\u0259k qalan \u00e7a\u011flara
\nBir d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 qay\u0131daca\u011fam.
\nBu bax\u0131mdan \u201dSu da\u015f\u0131\u201d \u015feiri s\u0259mimiliyi il\u0259 se\u00e7ilir.Burada h\u0259m\u00e7inin xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n etnoqrafiyas\u0131 b\u0259dii \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259ksini tap\u0131r:
\nSu da\u015f\u0131…
\nSuyu dupduru g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131.
\nN\u0259n\u0259md\u0259n qalan yad\u0131gar\u0131m,
\nM\u0259nim h\u0259yatda \u0259n \u0259ziz da\u015f var\u0131m.
\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 anam\u0131n \u0259linin izi,
\nSuyunda n\u0259n\u0259min g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc.
\nBax\u0131r uzaqdan balaca bir q\u0131z
\n\u00dcr\u0259yi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdind\u0259n uzaq,
\nNurlu, t\u0259rt\u0259miz ulduz.
\n\u201cM\u0259nim xan \u00e7inar\u0131m\u201d b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259ki \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 diqq\u0259ti c\u0259lb ed\u0259n insanla t\u0259bi\u0259tin v\u0259hd\u0259ti, ayr\u0131lmaz olmas\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u201cM\u0259nim xan \u00e7inar\u0131m\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi:
\nYalvar\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259, ey xan \u00e7inar\u0131m,
\nEy m\u0259nim m\u0259nim t\u0259k t\u0259nha \u00e7inar\u0131m.
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259s\u0259 tale vaxt, bivaxt
\nBa\u015f \u0259ym\u0259 nam\u0259rd\u0259, ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt.
\n\u018fyilm\u0259, xan \u00e7inar, \u0259yils\u0259n \u0259g\u0259r,
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 v\u00fcqar\u0131m o vaxt \u0259yil\u0259r.
\nOnun \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259m\u00e7inin h\u0259sr\u0259t, \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin \u015firin xatir\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 durna s\u0259si g\u0259lir uzaqdan,
\nOnlara n\u0259 \u0259lim, n\u0259 s\u0259sim \u00e7at\u0131r.
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi durnalar yamanca m\u0259ni,
\n\u0130ndi xatir\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qat\u0131r.
\nSvetlanan\u0131n anas\u0131na h\u0259sr etdiyi \u201cSaxlaya bilm\u0259dim, anam qocald\u0131\u201d \u015feiri d\u0259 oxucular\u0131 duy\u011fuland\u0131r\u0131r.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fam eyl\u0259di o,
\nGec\u0259sin \u0259ridib ram eyl\u0259di o.
\nNeyl\u0259di ham\u0131s\u0131n tam eyl\u0259di o,
\nSaxlaya bilm\u0259dim, anam qocald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay aman, qoymay\u0131n, anam qocal\u0131r,
\nDes\u0259m d\u0259 haray\u0131m haraya \u00e7at\u0131r.
\nNisgili q\u0259lbimi didir, qanad\u0131r.
\nSaxlaya bilm\u0259dim, anam qocald\u0131.
\n\u201cEhtiyac\u0131m var s\u0259n\u0259\u201d b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u015feirl\u0259ri toplan\u0131b. Bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u00fcasir g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz\u0259 n\u00fcmun\u0259 ola bil\u0259c\u0259k saf duy\u011fular, qad\u0131n s\u0259daq\u0259ti \u0259ksini tap\u0131b.\u201cH\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131ma\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi:
\n\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr calamaq,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l saf niyy\u0259tidir.
\nS\u0259nli d\u00fcnyaya a\u00e7\u0131lan s\u0259h\u0259r
\nS\u0259nsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n tam z\u00fclm\u0259tidir.
\nYaxud:
\nT\u0259rt\u0259miz bir ist\u0259k umuram s\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nBa\u015fqa umaca\u011f\u0131m, t\u0259mannam yoxdur.
\nAdi bir qay\u011f\u0131, adi bir s\u00f6z d\u0259
\nM\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n xo\u015fdur.
\n\u201cS\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n gileyim var\u201d b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 toplanan \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 bir az giley, bir az k\u0259d\u0259r duyulur.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ill\u0259r iz sal\u0131b,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131n qaras\u0131 onlarda qal\u0131b.
\nSevinc uzaq qa\u00e7\u0131b, g\u00f6zd\u0259 ya\u015f qal\u0131b,
\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00fcnyada nec\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131m?
\n\u201cAdilikd\u0259n qorxuram\u201d. Burada topla-nan q\u0131sa m\u0259nsur \u015feirl\u0259r f\u0259ls\u0259fi fikirl\u0259ri il\u0259 diqq\u0259ti c\u0259lb edir. Bunlar\u0131n h\u0259r biri h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r, biz\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131nd\u0131r, do\u011fmad\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 maraqla oxunur v\u0259 yadda\u015flarda qal\u0131r. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u201cNa\u011f\u0131l payl\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131 qarl\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259m\u201d: \u201cS\u0259rin, h\u0259zin bir yay ax\u015fam\u0131 idi. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 qar sa\u00e7l\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259min dizl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u0130kimiz\u0259 d\u0259 maraql\u0131, sirli, sehrl\u0259 dolu g\u0259lirdi h\u0259yat. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131q n\u0259n\u0259 pay\u0131na, \u015firin n\u0259n\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l\u0131na… Sirli, \u0259fsunlu idi n\u0259n\u0259mizin na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131\u201d.
\nY\u0259qin bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri oxuyanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z n\u0259n\u0259si, n\u0259n\u0259sinin na\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 canlan\u0131r. \u00c7oxumuz h\u0259yatda m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli olma\u011f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131-pisd\u0259n ay\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 el\u0259 bu na\u011f\u0131llardan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fik, el\u0259 Svetlana xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc kimi. Onu da dem\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bilir\u0259m ki, onun n\u0259n\u0259sinin na\u011f\u0131l d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan biz\u0259 \u2013 bac\u0131ma, qarda\u015f\u0131ma v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 pay d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. O g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n bizi uzun ill\u0259r ay\u0131rsa da, xatir\u0259l\u0259rimizd\u0259 sehrli bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131 t\u0259msil ed\u0259n o a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259nin hekay\u0259l\u0259rini unutmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
\n\u201cPay\u0131zda b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi m\u0259ni\u201d adl\u0131 yaz\u0131 t\u0259bi\u0259t t\u0259sviri olsa da, insan \u00f6mr\u00fc il\u0259 h\u0259mah\u0259ngdir: \u201c Pay\u0131zda kol dibin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. R\u0259ngi sol\u011fun, sevdiyim qoxusundan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t yox. \u00d6mr\u00fc x\u0259zan yelinin son qoyaca\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131sa. Pay\u0131zda b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi m\u0259ni.
\nPay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin h\u0259rar\u0259ti aldatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 onu. \u018flimi uzatd\u0131m ki, d\u0259r\u0259m, \u0259lim yar\u0131 yolda dayand\u0131. Ax\u0131 q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 kol dibi v\u0259t\u0259ndi ona. Onu ay\u0131rmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim \u00f6z do\u011fma yurdundan. Onsuz da \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u0259rif, boynub\u00fck\u00fck b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni a\u011flad\u0131m, \u00fcr\u0259k dolusu h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bel\u0259c\u0259 pay\u0131zda b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi m\u0259ni.\u201d
\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri oxuyanda ah\u0131l ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f valideynl\u0259r v\u0259 onlar\u0131 do\u011fma ocaqlar\u0131ndan ay\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6z yanlar\u0131nda saxlamaq ist\u0259y\u0259n \u00f6vladlar yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nBel\u0259c\u0259, kitab\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259y\u0259-v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259y\u0259 \u201cQ\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131\u201dya g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131m. 40-c\u0131 qap\u0131dan sonra n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdir, bunu siz yeni kitab\u0131 oxuyandan sonra bil\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. Odur ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 Svetlana X\u0259yal\u0259nin \u201cEhtiyac\u0131m var s\u0259n\u0259\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131 oxuma\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6vsiy\u0259 edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Svetlana BA\u011eIROVA<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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