{"id":18286,"date":"2021-05-24T15:23:40","date_gmt":"2021-05-24T12:23:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/?p=18286"},"modified":"2021-05-24T15:45:13","modified_gmt":"2021-05-24T12:45:13","slug":"itirilmis-usaqligin-sonraki-sevinci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=18286","title":{"rendered":"\u0130T\u0130R\u0130LM\u0130\u015e U\u015eAQLI\u011eIN SONRAKI SEV\u0130NC\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"H\u0259l\u0259 aylar \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n bilirdik ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259 olacaq! Ax\u0131, biz c\u0259bh\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. B\u00fct\u00fcn silah-sursatlar, zirehli texnikalar g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn karvan-karvan ke\u00e7irdi.<\/p>\n

Lakin g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimiz bir anda olsun bizi qorxutmurdu, \u0259ksin\u0259, \u00e7ox sevinirdik n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259. Sevinm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 haqq\u0131m\u0131z var idi. Ax\u0131, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n azad olunmas\u0131na say\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ya\u015fad\u0131qca u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n alm\u0131\u015f 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259ki g\u00fcnl\u0259r yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. O zamanlar \u00f6lk\u0259miz bu q\u0259d\u0259r inki\u015faf etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259yirdik. H\u0259r an \u00f6l\u00fcm qorxusu ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131q. H\u0259l\u0259 sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m he\u00e7 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz. Ad\u0259t\u0259n ax\u015fam saatlar\u0131nda at\u0131\u015fma g\u00fccl\u0259nirdi. H\u0259min gec\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli at\u0131\u015fma oldu, bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259 partlayan at\u0259\u015ff\u0259\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 xat\u0131rladan m\u0259rmil\u0259r, \u00e7ox qorxulu idi. H\u0259min gec\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yim son gec\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

\u201cHam\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259!\u201d\u2013 dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259r \u00f6z m\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259ng\u0259r qazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 gedirik. Saray kimi evimizd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz t\u0259k \u015fey can\u0131m\u0131z oldu!<\/p>\n

O gec\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey ola bil\u0259rdi. \u2013Evimiz yana bil\u0259rdi, da\u011f\u0131la bil\u0259rdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn, insan\u0131n hans\u0131sa bir \u0259\u015fyas\u0131 it\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc onu axdar\u0131r, amma biz bir gec\u0259d\u0259 evimizi v\u0259 i\u00e7i dolu \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 itir\u0259 bil\u0259rdik.
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Budur, s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f\u0131q! \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fda na\u011f\u0131llardan biz\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olan ay\u0131 ma\u011faras\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131r. S\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259r zamank\u0131 kimi ilk gir\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259r oldu, i\u00e7\u0259risinin t\u0259miz oldu\u011funu bildirib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Sonra qad\u0131nlar, u\u015faqlar, qocalar daxil oldular. R\u00fctub\u0259tli, n\u0259m v\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t bir ma\u011fara… \u00c7ox qorxdum. B\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb anam\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdum. \u00c7\u0131raq i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0259trafa n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131rd\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n sak\u0131t bir z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259ldi: “K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 su s\u0259pmi\u015f\u0259m, Yar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 toz olmas\u0131n.” Bu mahn\u0131n\u0131 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259n qon\u015fu g\u0259lin idi. Onun yar\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6n c\u0259ph\u0259d\u0259 vuru\u015furdu. G\u0259lin nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla \u00a0yar\u0131n\u0131n yolun g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn\u00a0 yar\u0131 g\u0259ldi, a\u011f k\u0259f\u0259nd\u0259, tabutun i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259ldi…<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gec\u0259 \u00e7ox igidl\u0259r h\u0259lak oldu, q\u0259hr\u0259manlar qazi oldu \u00e7ox evl\u0259r dag\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b xarabaya d\u00f6nd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gec\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qald\u0131q. Ham\u0131 susqun halda oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259yir \u00a0x\u0259sd\u0259 sa\u011falma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n kimi, yazda ilk \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131\u015fda ilk qar\u0131n ya\u011faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n kimi ham\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. N\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rimi h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7irir\u0259m. Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir n\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini Allaha uzatm\u0131\u015f n\u0259z\u0259rini m\u0259n\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ltmi\u015f halda: \u201cAllah\u0131m, \u00a0bu k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin!\u201d \u2013 deyirdi. O anda k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rdim, amma i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bir q\u0259hr\u0259man kimi hiss edirdim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259n h\u0259r bir q\u0259hr\u0259man kimi \u00f6z torpa\u011f\u0131mda idim, qorxub qa\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m . O gec\u0259 h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m \u00f6z yataqlar\u0131nda m\u0131\u015f\u0131l-m\u0131\u015f\u0131l yatark\u0259n, m\u0259n s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 anam\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda oturmu\u015f, h\u0259r an \u00f6l\u00fcm qorxusu ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Saatlar ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 t\u0259miz hava azal\u0131rd\u0131, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015firdi, r\u00fctub\u0259t art\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmayacaqm\u0131\u015f kimi gec\u0259 heyy uzan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda ordaca yuxuya getmi\u015f\u0259m.Tezd\u0259n anam\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7d\u0131m, m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259yirdi: \u201cG\u00fclg\u0259z, qalx, oyan, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b\u201d.<\/p>\n

Dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u015fd\u00fc. K\u0259nd\u0259 sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. K\u0259nd ki\u015fil\u0259ri da\u011flardan, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n enirdil\u0259r. Gec\u0259l\u0259r ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r da\u011flara s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nirdil\u0259r. B\u0259li, bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t h\u0259r g\u00fcn bel\u0259 davam edirdi.<\/p>\n

O gec\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n arzular\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 donub qald\u0131. O gec\u0259 ham\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 itirdi:\u2013 kimisi \u0259zizini, kimisi sevgilisini, kimi h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131, kimi g\u0259ncliyini, kimi son z\u0259ngini, kimi m\u0259kt\u0259bini. O gec\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 itirdim \u2013 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n \u015firin, \u0259n saf, \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirdim!\u2013 U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 itirdim!…<\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131q hans\u0131sa bir \u0259\u015fya deyil ki, itirib sonralar yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarasan v\u0259 ya ev, ma\u015f\u0131n, var d\u00f6vl\u0259t deyil ki, sonradan \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259s\u0259n. U\u015faql\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u0259n saf, \u0259n t\u0259miz, he\u00e7 zaman yaddan \u00e7\u0131xmayan, ill\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 daha \u00e7ox axdard\u0131\u011f\u0131n v\u0259 bir daha geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n ill\u0259ridir…\"\"<\/p>\n

1993-c\u00fc il, sentyabr\u0131n 5- i. K\u0259ndimiz erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n z\u0259pt olundu. Bu hadis\u0259 k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z olsa da, \u00f6z do\u011fma evl\u0259rimizd\u0259n, torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, yurd-yuvam\u0131zdan qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. B\u0259li, Qa\u00e7q\u0131n! O vaxtlar bizi bel\u0259 adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Aylar \u00f6td\u00fc, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7di, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ill\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 h\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r, ac\u0131lar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. T\u0259bii, xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rim d\u0259 oldu. Art\u0131q 38 ya\u015f\u0131m var. Ail\u0259liy\u0259m, 2 \u00f6vlad\u0131m var. M\u0259nim o ill\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u00fcharib\u0259nin h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 2020-ci ild\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131m yasad\u0131lar. H\u0259l\u0259 2016-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 onlar balaca idil\u0259r, m\u00fcharib\u0259nin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 anlam\u0131rd\u0131lar. Amma indi tam ba\u015fqa c\u00fcrd\u00fcr.\u00a0 \u00d6lk\u0259miz h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli inki\u015faf edir, g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u00fcasirl\u0259\u015f\u0259n , \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259n v\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda \u00f6z sozunu dey\u0259 bil\u0259n bir \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, indi qon\u015fularla s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 deyil, evimizin bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olan parka y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259 yeni-yeni x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r, yeni-yeni m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259r apar\u0131r\u0131q \u00f6z aram\u0131zda. H\u0259rd\u0259n e\u015fidil\u0259n at\u0259\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri bizi q\u0259tiyy\u0259n qorxutmurdu.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r qon\u015fularla y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 otururduq.\u00a0 H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir add\u0131m yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q o G\u00dcN-\u0259…<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, sentyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 26-\u0131 g\u0259ldi. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00a0 Sanki c\u0259bh\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u0259si deyil, hans\u0131sa s\u0259hral\u0131q s\u00fckutu idi.\u00a0 “F\u0131rt\u0131nadan \u00f6nc\u0259ki s\u00fckut” \u2013 dey\u0259rl\u0259rmi\u015f buna.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, biz h\u0259min gec\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdik, amma s\u0259h\u0259r \u2013 sentyabr\u0131n 27- si \u0259sl m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qulaq bat\u0131ran h\u0259yacan siqnal\u0131 \u0259halini zirz\u0259mil\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259yirdi. H\u0259rbicil\u0259rimizin \u201cAllahu \u018fkb\u0259r!\u201d s\u0259dalar\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131mdad\u0131r. Ali ba\u015f komandan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, uzaqg\u00f6r\u0259n siyas\u0259ti n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusu h\u0259r g\u00fcn yeni-yeni u\u011furlu \u0259m\u0259liyyatlardan x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. Televiziya ekranlar\u0131na kilidl\u0259nmi\u015fdik sanki o 44 g\u00fcn. T\u0259bii ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidsiz olmaz, amma \u015f\u0259hid analar\u0131 \u0259yilmir, qirilmir, ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Xalq bir yumruq kimi birl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r Ordumuz yeni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri, rayonlar\u0131, k\u0259ndl\u0259ri, strateji hundurl\u00fckl\u0259r almaqla h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 su s\u0259pirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yi olan \u015eu\u015fa \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin al\u0131nmas\u0131 bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u00f6hv\u0259 oldu. Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r saatlar\u0131ndan s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 gozl\u0259yirdik.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn atam\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oldum. V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, Torpa\u011fa sevgisi onun ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259s q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259v\u0259zsizmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, 10 noyabr, gec\u0259 saat 04-00.\u00a0 Evd\u0259 ham\u0131 yat\u0131b. Q\u0259fil g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ng s\u0259sin\u0259 ham\u0131 \u00a0diksind\u0131. Sanki hans\u0131sa \u0259zizimizin \u015f\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi ham\u0131 s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131. Bu g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ng d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l x\u0259b\u0259rini\u00a0 verdi! M\u00dcHAR\u0130B\u018f B\u0130TD\u0130… Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusu v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131 qal\u0131b g\u0259ldi!<\/p>\n

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