{"id":16100,"date":"2020-07-30T08:42:07","date_gmt":"2020-07-30T05:42:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/?p=16100"},"modified":"2020-07-30T08:43:37","modified_gmt":"2020-07-30T05:43:37","slug":"t%c9%99nha-ulduz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=16100","title":{"rendered":"T\u018fNHA ULDUZ"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>(Hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 4 \u0130L KE\u00c7S\u018f D\u018f&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-16101 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/313-300x250.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"124\" srcset=\"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/313-300x250.jpg 300w, https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/313.jpg 403w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/>2016-c\u0131 ilin yay\u0131 idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 redaksiyam\u0131za hekay\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n \u018fntiq\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dova bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cT\u0259nha ulduz\u201dadl\u0131 bir hekay\u0259 yollam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Oxumu\u015fduq v\u0259 q\u0259zetimizd\u0259 d\u0259rc olunmas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmi\u015fdik. Lakin aradan 4 il ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, o hekay\u0259 hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259rc olunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 yaz\u0131lar qovlu\u011funa baxanda, \u018fntiq\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dovan\u0131n \u201cT\u0259nha ulduz\u201d hekay\u0259sin\u0259 rast g\u0259ldim v\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o hekay\u0259ni d\u0259rc etm\u0259yi laz\u0131m bildik.<br \/>\nOnu da qeyd edim ki, 4 ildir ki, \u018fntiq\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dova il\u0259 redaksiyam\u0131z\u0131n he\u00e7 bir \u0259laq\u0259si yoxdur.<br \/>\n<strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Tofiq Yusif<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259diyim bir qad\u0131na<\/strong><br \/>\nGec\u0259 yar\u0131d\u0131r, g\u00f6yd\u0259 ulduzlar sayr\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Ulduzlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259ri el\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131 ki, sanki, Ay il\u0259 yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n maraqla yan\u0131b-s\u00f6n\u0259n, bir-birin\u0259, \u201cg\u00f6z vuran\u201d ulduz-lar\u0131 seyr edirdim. Aya baxmaqdan is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Ta u\u015faql\u0131qdan \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 bir qorxu yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ma q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdir. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n aya tama\u015fa edirdim. R\u0259vay\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00fcya ki, Ay o\u011fland\u0131r, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fs\u0259 q\u0131z. M\u0259n bunu yalanm\u0131, ya ger\u00e7\u0259kmi oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. O q\u0259d\u0259r aya diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131m ki, onun qa\u015f, g\u00f6z, a\u011f\u0131z, burnunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 dey\u0259n q\u0259fil sill\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0259rib\u0259 al\u0259md\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131. Yan-y\u00f6r\u0259m\u0259 baxd\u0131m, he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. Amma, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259ni vurmu\u015fdular. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b sif\u0259tim\u0259 baxd\u0131m. \u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 be\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n izi vard\u0131. Sill\u0259nin yeri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.<!--more--><br \/>\nQorxdum. Tez anam\u0131 yuxudan oyatd\u0131m :<br \/>\n-Ana, Aya bax\u0131rd\u0131m, kims\u0259 m\u0259ni vurdu.<br \/>\n-Kim vurdu, ay bala?! N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n-Ana, d\u00fcz deyir\u0259m, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bir \u0259l uzand\u0131, m\u0259ni vurdu, amma hec kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.<br \/>\nAnam yuxulu-yuxulu gileyl\u0259ndi:<br \/>\n-M\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259 bacara bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259r yuxudan duranda bir \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259yir-s\u0259n. El\u0259 bil bu d\u00fcnayn\u0131n adam\u0131 deyils\u0259n. Y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m ki, Aya baxanda \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 salavat \u00e7\u0259k. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, Ay\u0131 da, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi d\u0259 qurban oldu\u011fum O ki\u015fi yarad\u0131b (\u0259lini g\u00f6y\u0259 uzatd\u0131). Onlar da m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdirl\u0259r. G\u0259r\u0259k onlara t\u0259-miz, saf niyy\u0259tl\u0259 baxasan.<br \/>\nBu sill\u0259d\u0259n sonra bir il x\u0259st\u0259 yatd\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nO vaxtdan Aya he\u00e7 bir vaxt diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxmam\u0131\u015fam. Ulduzlara is\u0259 baxmaqdan doymaram.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm bir t\u0259k ulduza sata\u015fd\u0131. Ulduz sanki al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6yd\u0259 b\u0259rq vuran ulduzlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri parlaq-l\u0131qda ona tay ola bilm\u0259zdi.<br \/>\nBu t\u0259nha ulduzun yan t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 iki qo\u015fa ulduz da i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki onlar birl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 daha gur olsun. Bu zaman m\u0259ni q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. G\u00f6yd\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yanan b\u00fct\u00fcn ulduzlara \u00f6z \u015f\u0259f\u0259qi il\u0259 meydan oxuyan, amma, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, t\u0259k al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yanan bu ul-duzu t\u0259nha ya\u015fayan bir g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259tdim. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 \u00e7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259diyim bu qad\u0131n da ulduz ki-mi t\u0259nhad\u0131r. \u00c7ox irad\u0259li m\u0259tin v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olan bu qad\u0131n\u0131n odu, alovu b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b-yax\u0131r. Ancaq o, bunlara m\u0259h\u0259l qoymayaraq, \u00fcr\u0259yinin istisini \u00f6z ciy\u0259rparas\u0131na verib.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox yanar ulduzlar can at\u0131blar ki, bu ulduzla birl\u0259\u015fsin, i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 da-ha gur olsun, yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 nur sa\u00e7s\u0131nlar. Amma, bu qad\u0131n\u0131n tale ulduzu s\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015fqa bir ulduzun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Bu, g\u00f6z\u0259l, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, q\u0259ddi-qam\u0259tli t\u0259nha qad\u0131n \u00f6z arzu v\u0259 ist\u0259kl\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 bir q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yin\u0259 b\u00fck\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259fn etmi\u015fdi. Bu arzu v\u0259 ist\u0259kl\u0259rin yenid\u0259n p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259nib a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 min bir \u0259zab\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fc balas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259, taleyind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u201cT\u0259nha ulduz\u201d, t\u0259nha olsan da, s\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ox qo\u015fa yanan ulduzlar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan gurdur, parlaqd\u0131r.<br \/>\nBu arada m\u0259nim a\u011fl\u0131ma bir m\u00fcqayis\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Gur axan \u00e7aydan bir az uzaqda bir a\u011fac bitib. T\u0259nha bir a\u011fac. \u00c7ay \u00f6z m\u0259cras\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmadan \u015f\u0131rha-\u015f\u0131rla ax\u0131b gedir, ancaq, onun bir damlas\u0131 da bu a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r. A\u011fac ya\u011fan qar\u0131n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00fcm\u00fcdin\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131la-q\u0131s\u0131la boy at\u0131r. V\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 gur axan bu \u00e7aya ciy\u0259ri yana-yana h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n bir s\u0259s g\u0259lir: ka\u015f kiml\u0259rs\u0259 \u00f6z bad\u0259l\u0259rini qald\u0131randa deyil\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn sa\u011fl\u0131qlardan f\u0259rqli olan bel\u0259 bir sa\u011fl\u0131q dey\u0259rdil\u0259r:<br \/>\n-G\u0259lin, bu bad\u0259l\u0259ri qald\u0131raq t\u0259nha ulduzlar\u0131n sa\u011f-l\u0131\u011f\u0131na! Bir d\u0259 \u00e7ay q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda susuz qalan t\u0259nha a\u011faclar\u0131n sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na!<br \/>\n<strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u018fntiq\u0259 M\u018fMM\u018fDOVA<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Hekay\u0259) \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 4 \u0130L KE\u00c7S\u018f D\u018f&#8230; 2016-c\u0131 ilin yay\u0131 idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 redaksiyam\u0131za hekay\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n \u018fntiq\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dova bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cT\u0259nha ulduz\u201dadl\u0131 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16100"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16100"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16103,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16100\/revisions\/16103"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}