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Bir faci\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131n. Bu, h\u0259yat\u0131n son faci\u0259siydi\u2013 \u00f6l\u00fcm faci\u0259siydi. S\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259k bir anan\u0131n deyil, bir elin, oban\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131 vard\u0131, qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan olmu\u015f k\u00f6rp\u0259, cavan, qoca… g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insan ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131 inl\u0259yirdi, bu Xocal\u0131 f\u0259ryad\u0131yd\u0131. Bunu h\u0259r k\u0259s ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Amma s\u0259n bacard\u0131n, \u00f6hd\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn i\u015fi sona \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131n. Dig\u0259rl\u0259rinin bu m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259ti \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259ti \u00e7atmazd\u0131. Amma s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131nla, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tinl\u0259, nal\u0259nl\u0259 bacard\u0131n. El\u0259 bu f\u0259ryadla da yadda\u015flara hopdun, xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 qald\u0131n, Ayb\u0259niz xan\u0131m! B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 ilk z\u0259rb\u0259ni onda ald\u0131n, s\u0259n!\nSonrak\u0131, h\u0259yatdan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n z\u0259rb\u0259 daha a\u011f\u0131r, \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z oldu. Bu z\u0259rb\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdin, bilm\u0259din d\u0259. Do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131n itkisin\u0259 tab g\u0259tirm\u0259k, onun ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u011flam beyin v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k laz\u0131m\u0131yd\u0131. Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259sini ya\u015fark\u0259n z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi beynin v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, ikinci a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259rb\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259ri qalmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Beynin\u0259 qan s\u0131zd\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yin dayand\u0131. Bu q\u0259fl\u0259ti gedi\u015fin t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n, do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131n deyil, elinin, oban\u0131n, T\u0259rt\u0259r deyil\u0259n yurdun itkisin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. S\u0259nin bu faci\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r insan heyfsl\u0259ndi, g\u00f6yn\u0259di, a\u011flad\u0131, t\u0259la\u015f ke\u00e7irdi. Bunlar s\u0259nin qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n x\u0259trin, h\u00f6rm\u0259tin g\u00f6st\u0259ricisiydi, bu fani d\u00fcnyada qoyub getdin. \u00c7oxlar\u0131na n\u00fcmun\u0259, \u00f6rn\u0259k idin, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bundan he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxuydu?
\nS\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259ni s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bildim. Sanki ruhun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bununla sevgimi bildirir\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259sl Az\u0259rbaycan qad\u0131n\u0131na xas olan c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r var\u0131yd\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bir qad\u0131n kimi r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tim yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259. Sanki s\u0259ni ill\u0259rdi ki, tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf!!!
\n\u0130ndi s\u0259n \u00f6z \u0259b\u0259di d\u00fcnyana qovu\u015fmusan, yalanlardan, saxtal\u0131qlardan, iki\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fckd\u0259n…daha n\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n-n\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq saf d\u00fcnyadasan. Allah yerini behi\u015ft el\u0259sin, q\u0259brini nurla doldursun! Bir insan kimi, l\u0259yaq\u0259tli qad\u0131n kimi yadda\u015f\u0131mda daim qalacaqsan, Ayb\u0259niz xan\u0131m.<\/p>\n