{"id":1202,"date":"2015-08-26T10:31:07","date_gmt":"2015-08-26T07:31:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yeniterter.az\/?p=1202"},"modified":"2015-11-25T16:37:59","modified_gmt":"2015-11-25T13:37:59","slug":"bir-dostum-variydi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/?p=1202","title":{"rendered":"Bir dostum var\u0131yd\u0131…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"dfd\"<\/a>Bir dostum var\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 T\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n \u2013d\u0131rna\u011fa s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t idi. N\u0259 ets\u0259ydi, ham\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259bii al\u0131nard\u0131. Onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n tutmu\u015f \u0259s\u0259bin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcyd\u00fc. \u018flav\u0259 bir qondarmas\u0131,\u201d bo\u011fazdan yuxar\u0131 bir s\u00f6z\u00fc\u201d olmazd\u0131. N\u0259 c\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131, n\u0259 c\u00fcr var\u0131yd\u0131, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ncikliyi d\u0259 dost kimiydi. Dostlu\u011fu is\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zolunmazd\u0131. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, m\u0259n bel\u0259 t\u0259bii adam g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu anla\u015f\u0131lmaz, bu s\u0259rs\u0259m vaxt\u0131nda \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edirdim ki, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259 insan var! Onun \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n do\u011fan ac\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n se\u00e7ilirdi, sanki bal kimiydi. El\u0259 bil bu istiotdan ac\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 il\u0131q bir ist\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. Hirsinin \u015fah\u0259 qalxan zamanlar\u0131nda da ist\u0259mi\u015fdim ki, ondan inciyim, al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, bizim kimi adi deyildi, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn qeyri-adilikd\u0259n yo\u011frulmu\u015fdu. Ail\u0259si v\u0259 dostu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131r idi, h\u0259tta \u015firin can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259. Amma bunu biruz\u0259 verm\u0259zdi. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rdin ki, \u0259sdi, co\u015fdu, \u201cd\u00fcnyan\u0131 qatd\u0131 biri-birin\u0259.\u201d Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rdin ki, sakitl\u0259\u015fdi, q\u0259z\u0259bi toxtad\u0131, d\u00f6nd\u00fc sakit-sakit axan bir bula\u011fa. Ovqat\u0131 tez-tez d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259rdi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hal\u0131 kimi.
\n\u2026\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 qucaqla\u015f\u0131b ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2013\u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7oxu \u0259c\u0259ll\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 qalib g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u018fzray\u0131l\u0131 vecin\u0259 alan deyildi. \u00c7\u00fcnki onu d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qal\u0131ram: Bir insan ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259rmi\u015f?! Ondak\u0131 fiziki d\u00f6z\u00fcm, h\u0259yat e\u015fqi m\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 heyr\u0259td\u0259 qoyubdu v\u0259 indi d\u0259 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcm art\u0131r. Bir Allah b\u0259nd\u0259si bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcc\u00fc, h\u0259yat e\u015fqini hardan al\u0131rd\u0131?! B\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131nda bel\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259 olmay\u0131b v\u0259 ola da bilm\u0259z! B\u0259s onda bu n\u0259 sirri billah idi?!
\nBir g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259k, dar\u0131xard\u0131q. Z\u0259ng edib, soru\u015fard\u0131: \u201cBilmirs\u0259n hardasan?\u201d. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rib ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131ndan\u0131yd\u0131 ki, \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ona qay\u011f\u0131ya s\u0259rf etmi\u015f Zeyn\u0259b xan\u0131m da, o\u011flanlar\u0131 Elg\u00fcn v\u0259 Vasif d\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131 Arzu da he\u00e7 vaxt\u0131 \u201c bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki el\u0259m\u0259dil\u0259r\u201d, \u201cba\u015f\u0131na p\u0259rvan\u0259 kimi doland\u0131lar\u201d, h\u0259r ist\u0259yini yerin\u0259 yetirdil\u0259r. Bu, bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Onun ail\u0259si ayr\u0131 c\u00fcr ola bilm\u0259zdi. \u0130ndi onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birisinin g\u00f6z-l\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259rya boyda k\u0259d\u0259r var, h\u0259sr\u0259t var, nisgil var\u2026
\nDostlu\u011fun n\u0259 dem\u0259k oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onunla Osman aras\u0131ndak\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259ti v\u0259 s\u0259daq\u0259ti bilm\u0259k kifay\u0259tdir. O Osman ki, indi d\u0259 bu ail\u0259nin \u0259n sadiq dostu, \u0259n etibarl\u0131 bir sirda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Osman Hac\u0131yevi deyir\u0259m.
\n\u2026Bir d\u0259f\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 il\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yolda yolda\u015f\u0131 Zeyn\u0259bl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Evl\u0259rin\u0259 yan\u0131na getdim. V\u0259ziyy\u0259t xo\u015fag\u0259l\u0259n deyildi, h\u0259r ikisi ciddi x\u0259sar\u0259t alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yataqdayd\u0131. G\u0259rginliyi zarafatla bir az yum\u015faltmaq ist\u0259dim: \u201cBu camaat\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 oyundu a\u00e7\u0131rsan?\u201d. Dey\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259qs\u0259dim ba\u015f tutdu. Dedi: \u201c\u018fri d\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015f arvad\u0131, it d\u0259 tutdu bir yandan \u201c. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259hvalat\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026
\nD\u00fcnyad\u0131r da!… H\u0259r\u0259ni bir c\u00fcr\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259lin\u0259 ke\u015firir, sonra da ba\u015f\u0131na oyun a\u00e7\u0131r. Ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6m\u00fcr adl\u0131 bir yolun yol\u00e7usuyuq: Bu yolda h\u0259r k\u0259sin bir dayana\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 var. He\u00e7 kim bundan o yana ged\u0259 bilm\u0259z.
\nOnun \u00e7ox adama yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Lakin he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n bunun \u0259v\u0259zini g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131ldan Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltdirib, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 sancm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yaxama. H\u0259min bayra\u011f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yaxamda g\u0259zdirir\u0259m. Bayraq durur, amma ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan yoxdur\u2026
\n\u2026 Q\u0259fil x\u0259b\u0259r verdil\u0259r : \u201cYolda ke\u00e7inib!\u201d Kim inanard\u0131 ki, buna? Y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n adam nec\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rdi? Yuma\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Cavan\u0131yd\u0131, 50-ni t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 a\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o \u00fcz\u0259\u2026
\nOnun yas yerin\u0259 c\u0259mi bir d\u0259f\u0259 zornan getdim. Ondan sonra indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun o evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7a bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Qorxmu\u015fam ki, Zeyn\u0259b bac\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fsun: \u201cDostun han\u0131?\u201d. Y\u0259qin ki, dostumun ruhu v\u0259 onun g\u00f6z\u0259l ail\u0259sinin \u00fczvl\u0259ri m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayarlar.
\nYoxlu\u011funa bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 inana bilm\u0259diyim o \u0259ziz dostum Mahir A\u011fayev idi. Ona \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131l Mahir\u201d d\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r.
\nRuhu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u015f \u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

TofiqYusif<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bir dostum var\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 T\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n \u2013d\u0131rna\u011fa s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t idi. N\u0259 ets\u0259ydi, ham\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259bii al\u0131nard\u0131. Onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n tutmu\u015f \u0259s\u0259bin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcyd\u00fc. \u018flav\u0259 bir qondarmas\u0131,\u201d bo\u011fazdan yuxar\u0131 bir s\u00f6z\u00fc\u201d olmazd\u0131. N\u0259 c\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131, n\u0259 c\u00fcr var\u0131yd\u0131, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ncikliyi d\u0259 dost kimiydi. Dostlu\u011fu is\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zolunmazd\u0131. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, m\u0259n bel\u0259 t\u0259bii adam […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1202"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yeniterter.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}